Over and Under

Yea. Today has already been a terrible day, but I can't let it get me down, can I?

No. I have to be optimistic. Who cares if I am already stressed beyong belief, or im on my period and I have had the WORST cramps ever? Who cares if my mom called me fat this morning and doesn't trust me to get my rear to school on time? Who cares if she is rude to me constantly? I give up. I work my tail off at school, and heaven forbid I sit down and do nothing the day I start my period and have the nastiest cramps ever? She definetly never let me live that one down.

UGG.

Seriously, I didn't even get to finish studying for my Bible Class test today. I'm losing my mind. I swear.

I have to work today too, which doesn't help me feel any better. A 5 hour shift isn't a big deal, but it is after one of the worst mornings of your life. It also doesn't help that I will have been rotting at school for an 8 hour day previously...

I need to suck it up and put a smile on my face though. If I can get my tired eyes to sparkle maybe the rest of my body will follow suit?

I really am tired. 2 weeks of school left and I'm just totally drained. I want out so bad. Not because I am totally excited about college, but just because I want out of this Hell Hole. High school needs to end. Summer needs to start.

Yea...

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